Same old stuff

Well I got hurt again... very funny.... I thought it would be different this time.. Well maybe i should stay single man... I don't know i really liked this person... well i liked them since like last year. We go and have amazing fun last sunday and they asked me out. A week after they tell me... They like me but still got feelings for their ex. Now They want to date their ex they still want to be my friend... like my feelings don't matter.. I guess im tired of being strong.. im tired... of being soo understanding... I am tired of having empathy for people feelings.. when people dont give a shit about mine... Maybe if i was mean i would not be in this current situation... I just want to be happy again... This year has seem to be a year full of broken promises and dreams... I guess this is a very depressing time for me... and i am still mournin M.j. Well i still count my blessings.. i am just sooooo angry man... just angry...